question and rant(sorry for the rant part)
#11
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Join Date: Feb 2007
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gosh my question for you is .... why do you think trucking is the answer for you? ....
In this job you will deal with people daily that want to tell you what to do, when to do it , and how it's done. If you can't get alone with people now - - - or - - - family members who love you - - - then your world is about to be turned upside down .... between the 4wheelers trying to run a big truck off the road, or dock employees getting smart with you when you arrive to deliver their merchandise ... or other drivers telling you 'where to go ... This isn't where you need to be ..... find a good community college and go there ... find a profession that is a lot LESS stressful than trucking ... each day is a new situation to work through or a new problem to solve ... it's not for the 'self pity' kind of person .... You'll not only get yourself killed but some Innocent person who has a family they enjoy at home .. ... Life is what YOU make it .... I have zero cents so community college watever is out of question and shit they teach won't land you a decent job anyway. Yeaah, this world is full of you people thinking everybody else is just another dumbass, than could even be able to do what you do. You are so AWESOME... "Life is what YOU make it", you know what I've try to feel good about dip-shits, but maybe I've been put up too much shit, I really need to take a good look in the mirror and reconsider my core valueS. Again GENIUS! You think I dont want to make good of life, of the shit I've been through, you think I didnt justify it in the name of maybe Im just too stupid, that maybe I didnt get shafted. I dont self pity and to give you a picture, you who didnt have to shit through this life be grateful cuz some day it maybe your turn when you're all alone. Than the rest the world start point fingers at you telling you're wrong, MAYBE than you will have an idea of what is like. Until then do not give the crap of things "Life is what YOU make it". Cause I've been trying to tell myself I'm a dumbass who deserved the suffering I got, so as to control the anger of being dealed wrong hand in life. I did for the good of others. So you ignorance actually have a clue of what fucking anger is. You dont even have a clue, until then you need shut the heck up and put your mouth where you know what the fuck you talking about. "You'll not only get yourself killed but some Innocent person who has a family they enjoy at home .. ... " Who do you take yourself as, Nostradmus? Don't pass judgement on me, it's the last thing you will ever want do. I've had it enough, if more are so damn stuck-up like you. I will fucking make it pay day... Unlike you, I actually tried to see the good in evey person, but it is people like you whose damned antics makes me mad.
#14
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Join Date: Feb 2007
Location: Terre Haute, IN
Posts: 67
Maybe I am wrong...but, it seems to me that you are going through what a lot of us call "growing pains". Culture shock maybe another term that applies.
I had a somewhat sheltered life growing up. When I was 19, I got out in the world and found that things werent as I thought they were. My perceptions of people and the world in general all of a sudden got turned upside down. It took time to realize and accept how things are in the real world. But, time does work out a lot of issues. You learn to make the most of your situation. You learn how to navigate yourself through life and become successful and hopefully happy. You learn that people dont always see you as you think they do. We are our own worst critic. People usually think more of you than you think they do. You will also learn how to read people and know who to hang around and who to avoid.
#15
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Join Date: Dec 2006
Location: Tri-Cities Washington
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Originally Posted by shell
Why is that? People think differently tends to be mentally ill...
... ... I told you I wasn't trying to be mean, and I wasn't. I was being truthful.
#17
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Join Date: Nov 2004
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Originally Posted by shell
Just wondering, can I be 20 and still get CDL training? Im a month from turning 21, but I cant really wait anymore. I dont have a job, all I do is sit around all day incredibly bored! I want to be out of my parents' house asap, I get stand this $&!+ any longer. Will truck company that hire 21 olds take me company training now and since its real soon I turn 21 Im sure the training could be done then, so I can drive. I really want to cut all damn ties, my family is horrible in my opinion and I hate the life I've had so far. I have not worked for past years, went to community college and then dropped out. Im ready for some "crash and burn", my life is $&!+ it can only get better right? Im so f***in mad! Btw im an asian immigrant, its there some kind of racism against immgirant in this industry? Wouldn't surprise me, I'm used to hate/hate back $&!+ kind thing on this planet. Life sucks and I **** hate it! Sorry for language, need to get it off my chest.
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#18
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Join Date: Jan 2007
Location: North Carolina
Posts: 603
Shell get a life you have as much a chance of making it as does the white kid down the street does some people might be against you but most aren't but you will never get anywhere unless you give up the sob story.
#19
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Join Date: Nov 2005
Location: Planet Earth, Milky Way Galaxy
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What in the hell are you talkin about ???? you sound like a troubled teen thats mad because you can't do what you want, grow up kid...
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#20
Who do you take yourself as, Nostradmus?
Don't pass judgement on me, it's the last thing you will ever want do. I've had it enough, if more are so damn stuck-up like you. I will **** make it pay day... Unlike you, I actually tried to see the good in evey person, but it is people like you whose damned antics makes me mad.
Who do you take yourself as, Nostradmus?
Don't pass judgement on me, it's the last thing you will ever want do.
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