[Slimland]

Mask is back on, I will delete the pic. Well when you websling, that sometimes is the easiest way to land.

I seen my doc today, she said I am doing great, and that I can return the 25th with limitations, like no lifting more than 20lbs etc, so I am ready, and that leaves me still one more week of recovery and to start getting up early again.

I am still in thought on if I want the asst position. at the time it sounded good and all, but I have been there with fast food, and though retail is a little diffrent, I don't know if the stress is, and the time with the famly. What I might do is let someone else take it, like a deptmanager, and take there spot. that way I can get a better feel for it, and learn a little more about retail, then maybe get into the upper managment. I dunno just thinking, I think I will pray on it, and see what God leads me to do.

Slimland

[Slimland]

I start back to work tomorrow, YEAH! I talked to the GM and told him right now I don't want the asst. Posistion.. I told him not now, I don't want to be available.. Just not what I want right now..

I want to thank all of y'all for the support and Prayers!

Slimland

[mommee]

That's great. Good luck!! Don't work too hard. 8)

[golfhobo]

Great news, Slim! Now..... don't use the websling to dismount the truck!! Use the handrails!

And don't strain yourself carrying that big paycheck to the bank!! :wink:

[Slimland]

It has been awhile since I have posted on this topic..

Life without the pill!

Hmm, well I havn't realy had life without the pill.. But now that the pain has seem to decrease a little, I think I might just try it..
This will be kinda hard I have been though it before, but always seem to go back, becuase of the pain.. Now I will see if the pain is realy lessend, or if it is just the meds covering it up..

Hobo you said that I needed to not think about this crap, cause if I did then more than likley I would get addicted..
Well for a FACT I know I am Dependent on it.. In order for me to even get out of bed, I have to have my Oxy Cotin. Just recently I went through Full Blown Morphine Withdrawls when the insurance company decided to not pay for my medication.. That my friends was not fun..
Bloo Moo had told y'all I said Hi, and that I was sick.. Well that was what I was sick from.. Only Road Hog knew the truth..

So Now I am Realy going to try to live without this Crap in my system. I feel like a fucking drug addict. Maybe I will start drinking instead.. :lol:

But serously I have tried every thing that is non Habit forming, and none worked to quell the pain.. So here we go it is time, and if I can make it through morphine, Oxy shouldn't be any worse..

Slimland

See yall soon, I will be back in a few days..

[Trukrswyfe]

Originally Posted by Slimland

It has been awhile since I have posted on this topic..

Life without the pill!

Hmm, well I havn't realy had life without the pill.. But now that the pain has seem to decrease a little, I think I might just try it..
This will be kinda hard I have been though it before, but always seem to go back, becuase of the pain.. Now I will see if the pain is realy lessend, or if it is just the meds covering it up..

Hobo you said that I needed to not think about this crap, cause if I did then more than likley I would get addicted..
Well for a FACT I know I am Dependent on it.. In order for me to even get out of bed, I have to have my Oxy Cotin. Just recently I went through Full Blown Morphine Withdrawls when the insurance company decided to not pay for my medication.. That my friends was not fun..
Bloo Moo had told y'all I said Hi, and that I was sick.. Well that was what I was sick from.. Only Road Hog knew the truth..

So Now I am Realy going to try to live without this Crap in my system. I feel like a **** drug addict. Maybe I will start drinking instead.. :lol:

But serously I have tried every thing that is non Habit forming, and none worked to quell the pain.. So here we go it is time, and if I can make it through morphine, Oxy shouldn't be any worse..

Slimland

See yall soon, I will be back in a few days..

Oxycotin is some nasty nasty stuff.
Will be thinking of you Slimland. :sad: :sad:

[Slimland]

Originally Posted by Trukrswyfe

Thanks TruckersWyfe..

I made it through it, and It was NOTHING like morphine.. I was still able to work Monday, and today.. The worst of it was over the weekend, but by sunday night I was feeling better, thanks to ALOTE of beer.. :lol:
I havn't drank beer like that since I was a kid, My God a 6 pack will last me all year long..

Now lets see if the pain is less, Today it was excrutiating at times.. I leand up against the counter putting pressure on my arms and hands.. Like streatching you back, and whallla, it eased up..
I wonder if that nerve grew back through scare tissue..?

[RebelDarlin]

Glad to hear you're feeling better Slim. Oxy is really tuff for some people to kick. If you're worried about that nerve growing back, maybe it's time for a check up.


Reb-

[Slimland]

I have frequent check ups, from My surgeon and pain med doc.. It did grow back.. :?
But it has nothing to grow too, I apparently am in a 5% catagory.. It is not common, but not unheard of either..
I have had many injections, they just make it worse. They have fried it, but it only takes around a week to grow back..
But I am hanging so far, the thing that is getting me right now is the High Blood pressure, I think that is just adding to it.. Damn 35 years old and falling apart..
You know I get soo damn depressed. I used to do this, I used to do that, etc whine whine whine..

If you people only knew, what I think or what I really believed about life and other things, I think it would realy shock some of you..
I have been Nothing but honest here, But in real life I am an asshole who realy does speak his mind.. I mean no disrespect, but they take it that way.. Oh well!
Sorry just frustrated.



Slimland

[BlooMoose]

It's time to kick the frustration and have a good ole 1/2 price Sonic Route 44 coke!!