Sounds like you are under a lot of pressure about trucking. I had a panic attack once while driving my automobile at 19 and was scraed as hell that I was having a heart attack.
Tell the next company you'd like to watch for a day or so until you got comfortable.
The last thing the recruiter will have to worry about is "why did that driver leave?" when you are upfront about how you feel. I can't believe you got left in ND, thats crazy. The trainer did the right thing about alerting safety though, IMO. However, I think safety should be called on him for making a person drive during a panic attack :roll: He put you and his safety in jeopardy on that one :cry:
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