Contiuning what I was saying in my post for Years I avoided taking 2 lane roads if possible to go anyplace I hated them. Real fun when most of your family lives off the beaten path huh. Try being so scared on a two lane that you actually had sucked up the seat cushion into your butt crack that was me the first time I had to take a 2 lane road after the accident in a semi.

 

KillerRabbit, I really relate to your situation as in my 44 yr career as a driver I have been involved in 2 no fault fatals. This may seem really cold and heartless, but after my first one with the help of a therapist, ( I was a mental write off) I was able to relate to the vehicle as a carrier of commodity in which the commodity was a total write off. Fourteen years later a second situation arose, there was a lot of witnesses and people to assist so I did not even approach the vehicle, which made the therapists advice a little easier to use. I do think of of those situations and wonder if I could have done anything differently, but not in the over powering debilitating way that the original incident did.
In time things will become a little less over powering in your mind and the realisation that you could do nothing differently (the car driver could have) will help Good luck in your healing
process.

 

Thank you Drifter, I really do appreciate the words. Its difficult, especially dealing with the lawyer thing. Seems to resurrect all this stuf again. Im sure they are going totry tomake meout to be the hearltess truck driver
throughout this. I dont expect any less.

TKR