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I Got my CDL In NOV first job Casual Feeder driver UPS that Was good.
Have a Wife and a Kid . I just can't do OTR There are no local jobs to be had I don't know if freight is slow or what . CDL school was a waste of Money $4695 Later. Back to the old career. Thank you for all your help.
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I got my CDL in October of '97. I drove regional OTR for almost nine years. It had its ups and downs, but I hated it about as much as I liked it. I even posted here on this form with some poignant look back on the ups and downs of my career, right before I was supposed to hang it up and move into the office.
That office job never happened. I drove another six months until the shoved me out on my ass with the rest of our fleet. Outsourced in my own damn country to some two-bit rate-cutters who convinced our money man he could move the world for next to nothing.
I've been out for five weeks now. I went to pour concrete for two, and good grief, there are some things I just won't do for money.
But I don't want to do OTR anymore either. I just can't go back out there. I can't.
I don't know what I'm going to do. I have a four-year degree that's not worth a damn, and a whole bunch of computer skills that aren't worth a damn either. Five weeks of looking for work, and it's all the same OTR entry level garbage that this forum is dedicated to hooking newbies up with. "Home every weekend" my ass. I avoided all those traps, but I've been around enough to know they're out there. They'll promise you the world and a million dollar sign on bonus to get a warm body in their seat for two months, before you finally get fed up.
That's why most driver resumes run to five pages of jobs, and mine only has two. The one I did for nine years and three months, and the one I did for two weeks.
But I can't go back out there, and there's nothing to do around here. The only trade I have to ply, I can't ply anymore, and I can't get anybody to hire me to do anything else, with 20+ years of experience using computers, speaking three human languages and at least that many computer languages.
The only thing I'm any damn good at is writing, and there are 14 billion writers competing for twelve jobs.
I can't say my trucking school tuition was a waste. I would have kept doing that job I had indefinitely, a few more years, another decade, who knows. I hated it, but I loved being off four days a week with my family.
It's the end of the world as I knew it, and I feel like crap.