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Originally Posted by kona911
It was a very bittersweet thing to do. That truck has been my life for the last year. I've been everywhere with it in all types of conditions and what not. To tell you the truth, I haven't broken down and cried for a long time but I did do it when I locked the door and walked away.
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That first part hit home, and I was glad to hear that someone else felt the same way I did when they turned in the keys and walked away from what has basically been not only your house, but your livelihood...your LIFE. Not only a profession, but how you have lived and moved and had your being in a life of Constant Mobility in the light of day and the darkness of night, in wind and rain and snow and sun, over mountains, and through forests, and across deserts for days and weeks and months that become years. In towns and cities and villages from Kansas City to Keokuk to Kankankee from ... as the song goes ..."Sea to shining sea." And always the road. ALWAYS THE ROAD.... and the next load. The truck... in a weird way.. becomes like a part of you. Like that line in the Rush song "Red Barchetta" about " the limits between machine and man. " :wink:
I remember asking my wife in all seriousness with a choked-voice as I walked away from the truck for the last time, "Do you think
she will be all right?" :cry:
:wink:
:roll:
Then....
...after a few days back at home you, it suddenly begins to dawn on you that you are FREE FREE FREE!!! You wanna scream like Mel Gibson at the end of the movie "Braveheart" "FREEDOM!" :lol:
Like you, "going Local" was also the intermediate step for me from getting off the road, and then eventually out of the industry all together.
Obviously, however, my ongoing presence here shows that even though I got off the truck and left the life of the road... I never really left it behind me... it remains.... remains... As I said in another post, making an obscure parallel in quoting the movie "Uncommon Valor" you never really
get over leaving the road, but you do eventually make friends with it. :lol:
Best of luck to you, man. You'll be fine.