Well tomorrow is the big day I am driving down to Arkansas to get started with Maverick tomorrow at CDL school. And when I woke up this morning I realized I only had 24 hours till I leave. I took along look at my wife sleeping peacefully and I got back in bed and gave her a big hug and told I was gonna miss her and the Kids and I could feel the tears welling up. She sensed I was getting a little upset. and she said that's OK it wont be that long. and we just lay there together in that warm embrace . I can understand why guys give up now. But I'm not going to. I have to much at stake here. I'm determined to do this and make it happen. 4 weeks is a long time to be away. Now I have maybe just little taste of what military guys go through when they leave. albeit I know I'm not going into harms way and not for months on end. Just a taste of what its like to leave your comfort zone and take a big step in your life. I have been at my current job since before we got married and I have never left this area for more than a couple of weeks and never on my own. I am not sure what I am trying to say here just letting off a little stress I guess. Maybe someone will read this and know what they are in for when they make the decision to take on this life. I will try and update when I can. But probably not until I'm am finished with training. So wish me luck and if you pray please feel free. Ps I have a new found respect for what folks in this line of work go thru everyday and I haven't even started yet. See you guys on the other side.



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