Well my friends it is that time of year again, that I take my bread from CAD. I wanted to let y'all know, so you won't think I am gone again.. I have noticed I am not spending hardly anytime on here.. It came a little earlier this year!
I will miss you guys and who knows I might drop in here and there.. But I have no drive to post, teach, debate or anything. My mind is constantly every where on my thoughts, and no where at all times. I am having a lot of issues I am dealing with personally, family, and financially. In which I am sure a lot of you if not most of you are going through also.. These times are draging down my spirit, and not so much as questioning, but Testing my faith. I have been bitter, more than usual. Though I would NEVER deny my savior and my God. I am not a good servant to just follow without asking questions. I do not get any answers, not like I used too.
I see the church and that means all of the churches as hypocritical, judgmental, and willing to put man under rules and laws.. I disagree with this, and do not believe that Gods will is for man Not to have absolute free will.
I find my self seeking an answer to this question, and have found none..
The question is How can a man have Absolute free will?
The church, and in some parts of the bible state, that to believe is life; But not to believe is death! How is that free will? Why cant a man believe not, and still live?
They teach that works alone cannot get you into the heavenly, but only by the blood of Christ. But then turn around and put you under rules and regulations, Imop that God did not intend..
Paul told us that everything is permissible, but not everything is profitable.. Those that teach taste not, touch not, do not. are under bondage. for anything that is done that might twinge, or activate the { I wasn't' supposed to do that} meter, then it is sin to them. Not to others.
But if we do willingly to disturb the conscious of a brother or a sister, then we have sinned against them.. This I can understand.
The church has become the embodiment of control.. They preach free will out of one side of there mouth. While out of the other they condemn for practicing free will..
I get a lot of guff, because I judge not my none believing friends.. I have been told that I support them. All because I Truly believe that God Gave us free will, and His love through Christ is unending. Therefor those who are True to there faith, and not religion are respected by me. Even though I might not agree.
People who are in witchcraft, I speak to with respect. What bothers me is someone like my ex-wife who use it for entertainment and claim something without really believing in it. They do it just for the attention.
I am not perfect! I sin continually according to the rules set by the Word of God. But in the same instance, I am in Christ so there in that aspect is no sin. why? because the Law is no more, and where there is no law, there can be no transgression. That is what John was telling us.
Those who are in Christ sin Not. And those who say they have no sin, are deceived. It is all about being honest with yourself and God. and realizing that Christ took our sin and the Law of Sin and Death. Never to see it again.. So even though we have sin of the consciouses, the Blood of Christ had took it away at the Cross.
Those in Christ have no sin-- it is not that they don't sin, it is just eternally wiped out. But not to acknowledge there sin, is to live by there own righteousness, and not resting in Christ grace and righteousness.
That gives freedome, BUT we come to the cross road and question-- What if a person doesn't believe in Christ or God, or truly believes in a diffrent faith?
This question is what and where I am troubled-- If we as men have free will, why cant we be admitted into heaven, though we might believe in something else? There lies the real essense of free will.
In short the Bible states to believe is life, and not to believe is death. If we have free will then we should be able to believe in what we wish, without the consequences of being judged into death of the soul.
Though the bible teaches that we have free reign and free spirits, as long as we believe in Christ ie God. But there is the As long part..
If we live a good life and not believe, then in the end we are judged by the old law of sin and death. NO MAN and Christ has even said so, can live up to that law. So it is death to that person..
I don't know about you, but that is not free will to me.
I look at the bible and I look at other mythology's and faiths. In there essence and foundation almost all seem to have the same foundations and stories. It is like there was this one True Faith, and after some big event or time, it had splintered down to many.. All seem to have a flood, a mosses, a savior, a Hercules {ie Samson}. So what is the Truth?
My friends I don't know, and in my spirit and mind. I fear I have crossed the line that God might have drawn of questioning, if there is one " line that is". I am troubled by all these thoughts and questions to the point of anger, and disappointment. I truly want TRUTH, I truly want God to answer me.. But He is quiet, and that just adds icing to the cake.
I see the events of end times pounding on the door, and it was foretold of this in the same Word I read. There is no denying that, and that in itself brings me back to the choice of believing or not. For there is a Truth there that cannot be denied, that I am certain. Thus I will never deny my God or Savior, for the Testimony of Jesus Christ is the Spirit of Prophecy. I will have to hold on to that for now. And maybe God will enlighten me one day in my search for Him, and His voice.
So in closing my friends, I cannot in good consciouses Teach, debate, or give godly advice anymore.. For that would make me a hypocrite, and telling someone something, when I have so many questions myself.
Be true to your faith, and Not religion. Be forgiving and faithful to your friends. Be at peace with yourselves.
DON'T be overly Righteous, Nor be Overly Evil. That is what King Solomon had told us.. For if you tip the balance--you fall. To be overly righteous means you do not need God, and to be overly Evil is the same outcome.
Evil is the Temptation to deny God. It is the Law of Sin and Death, in itself is is Holy, But when it flows through man it kills him. For we fall into the temptation, therefor sin, either against ourself, neighbors, or God.
So keep the balance.
and I did use my spell check this time.
Until then
Goodbye and may God Bless you
Slimland




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What Im trying to say, we don't always understand everything, or even the complicated things, We are dirt, remember?

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